Hey there Mister :) how are you?
My heart races everytime I see you appear…
But you’ll never know.
When the fun ends
Even after I realised all the bullshit you put me through, i still love you. I know I sound pathetic but I can’t help it :/ how can I stop this feeling? It makes it really hard for me to love someone new.
And the thought that I would end up being alone the rest of my life scares me.
I didn’t know that a road-cruise at night can be very therapeautic.
The radio was turned on to fill the silence but it was kept low enough as to not drown my thoughts. It was at this night that I made up my mind, I’m letting you go.
I thought that letting you off so you can be happier was enough reason for me to move on.
It has been months. Almost four. And I’m still stuck loving you.
I hate that I love you so~
The reasons I love you give me no reason to hate you.
& the reasons that you don’t love me are enough to keep me away. But it isn’t enough to make me stop loving you.
& I think I’m falling apart now.
Plastic heart is just an act
Have you ever wonder if those heartbreakers get their own heart broken when they break someone else’s?
Long ago, when someone asked me “Do you believe people can change?” and I’d say “Yes, why not?” I was young and carefree, and I believed that nothing was impossible.
As I got older, I thought “People can never really change. They can try and they might think that they have. But after a while, they will slowly revert to their old self.” Naïve, I was. Fear and failure made me bitter.
Now I believe that people do can change. I’ve seen it happened. I’ve experienced it myself. People change as they learn more. They change either for the better or for worse. Nobody really stays the same, do they? I had learnt things the hard way. Aren’t all life lessons like that?
